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About Me Member Angsty Poet this-is-a-secretUnited Kingdom

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Should i send this?Ok, so, what’s left to say?
What can I possibly say to make you fall in love with me?
To make you think I’m the right guy, and not him
To make you think you’ll be happier with me than him?
Is there anything I can say?
Do you even want me to?
Do you want me to keep doing this?
Competing, trying to win you over
Am I forcing it?
Well I’ve never been one for doing nothing
If I’m stuck in this hole, I might as well try and encourage the rescuers to come and save me
So, as I said, wh Should i send this?
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I just want a decisionRight now I wouldn’t care if you chose him
There I said it
I know ive said I love you and ill wait forever
I do love you , I will wait forever
But its killing me
I just want a decision I just want a decision
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I Hate make-upMake-up
I bloody hate the stuff
Now, I used to think it was unnecessary
Sexist even
I mean why, in this day and age do women have to make more effort to appear attractive than men?
But then I met you
Half the time I didn’t even notice you wore it
But then the times you didn’t, I saw the difference
You would say “ errr I look horrible”
I would say “ no, of course you don’t, you look beautiful”
You’d laugh, id smile
The truth is you did look worse
But I Hate make-up
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What is love?I….love…you
Or…. At least, I think I do?
But that’s not good enough is it?
That’s not going to convince you to give me a chance, convince you I’m the right guy
Convince you to fall in love with me
I know I act like I love you, well… no, do I?
To your face I certainly do
All the ‘sweet’ texts
Al those ‘love poems’
But then, when my friends bitch about you
I don’t stop them
Hell, half the time I agree with them
Is that love? & What is love?
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StillSo peaceful… so… enchanting and unforgettable, This overwhelming surrounding, overflowing with colours and a vase array of shapes, From the typical wildflower to the blossoming plume that sit surreal in the ground, What a landscape, what a view, who would think all this beauty would come from just you, Over viewing exactly what you are, looking over the treetops, watching how calm you are, Sitting still hoping noise won’t ruin the scene, looking at the flowing river rushing its way to the ocean, Stopping to look up above, pointing out each bird for what I think it is, Wishing my eardrum Still
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StuckSacrificial chamber skewering down below, Unable to open the door, unable to get back out, Why am I in here, why live in doubt? My own struggles caressing into greater troubles, And now I’m here in my small soundless chamber, No more places to go or run, just sat here with no sun, Alone in the dark yet once more again, Swallowing my temptations to destruct my soundless voice, To take away this loneliness, to finally see someone new, Finally to elapse this moment and live it as a memory. Stuck
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Though it may be hard...So, I'm supposed to wait, am I? Just wait. But who for? Am I waiting until I'm ready, Or until you are?
I often think I'm waiting for a sign, A sure sign that there's something there, That I'm not imagining it, Or seeing something that isn't there.
Then sometimes, I get a sign, And it has me puzzling for days, Wondering whether it means one thing, or another.
And then I stop, And wait again, Hoping the next sign is clearer, And tells me what I want to hear.
But then,
what do I want to hear? That what I Though it may be hard...
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Still I feel regretStill I feel regret
We promised to be friends we would stay we were childs, but still I feel regret
You’re decisions were too loud to make sound for me it’s rush now, but your speed slowed for me
I’ve made my mistakes but your thoughts were too outspoken to be said in public we were like adrenalin, too fast for our fragile floor
All I could see, us being darkblue under water, bruised your little whispers looking through my lonely heart, damaging
Voices turn the curtains down separa Still I feel regret
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hi

Mon Jul 14, 2008, 4:49 AM

i needed to write my feeligns down, i thought Putting them out there' would be therapuetic, i couldnt use my usaul devaintart account, cause then my freidns would read it, and i dont want that, so, i created a 'secret' account, hmm, i wonder if anyone will actually read my stuff